Thursday, October 9, 2008

One year ago today


One year ago today as I was sitting at home working, we got "the call." The director of our agency called to say that we had a referral. It was a boy, born 10/27/06 in Novosibirsk, Russia. He than said he would be emailing me his medical and picture in just a few minutes. That was the longest few minutes of my life as I hit refresh on my email about a hundred times. As soon as that new email popped up, my heart sank as I opened it, but when I saw Bryson's picture, I was in love. I couldn't believe how great the picture looked. It was as if they really took the time to make Bryson look well put together. I forwarded the email to Shane and called him immediately to open it. We both sat on the phone together in amazement. This was the moment we had been waiting years for. Next I called my mom and mother in law. When each of them answered the phone, I asked if they wanted to see a picture of their future grandson as they both scrambled to find computers. It was a day filled with anxiety, doubt, tears, excitement. We both felt every emotion possible that day.

It's crazy what can happen in a year. Bryson has been with us 8 months. At times it feels like I just blinked and the eight months flew by. It's amazing to watch him grow up right before our eyes. Some times when I watch him play or he is snuggling with us on the couch, I still want to pinch myself to see if this is all real. These moments are what we waited years for. Every paper cut, dossier page, appostile, phone call, email, argument, tear, breakdown, meltdown, RE visit, etc, it was all completely worth it. I am so lucky and grateful to be Bryson's mommy.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wow it's hard to believe it's been a year already!! Mike & I are so happy for you and Shane to finally feel the love of someone who calls you Mommy. I can't begin to tell you how amazing it is when they respond back I love you too Mommy!!


<3......Samantha!!

Troy and Rachel said...

Can you believe how fast the time goes? I think Bryson's referral picture is adorable!

Chris Goeppner said...

It's crazy how fast time goes by. Our one year anniversary for "the call" is coming up and I can't believe it!
I still am amazed that I'm a Mommy to 2 beautiful boys. I know you feel the same.;) We are blessed indeed!
-Penny

Deb said...

Hard to believe it's been a year. I've always been amazed his referral picture. It looks like it was taken in a professional set.

Bo & Cameron said...

Wow! Its almost been a year sense we met on cafe-mom's. I love Bryson referral picture! He is so adorable!